today -,-

hoho , we meet again here ^^ this post , i'm gonna write it in manglish [malay + english] :) here we go !!

first , datang sekolah awal babe !! *bangga kejap XD ... okay dah -,-* then , pergi sekolah , macam biase la kan kan . dengan kaka aku yang otak dia pon tak berapa nak centre sangat macam aku jugak lerr XDD pergi awal semata - mata aku ade roll call librarian :) nak pergi sekolah je pon da bising ;p sampai Hida dan kaka nya berkata "kat rumah tak puas nak bergurau senda ke ?" and , jawapan nye , TIDAK SAMA SEKALI ! hoho XD

then , tadi dapat paper math ^^ gembira sebab dapat A !! tapi masih dalam keadaan yang agak sedih kerana dapat A tu pon atas pagar je :( haishhh . ingat dapat la score macam tahun lepas kan . tapi , kecuaian yang tidak dapat dielakkan ;p ape boleh buat , keputusan dah keluar kan kan .

dapat paper kh jugak . okay la , dapat B :) atleast tak teruk macam tahun lepas ^^ heee , i'm improving myself right now okay !! :) and , i'm proud of myself of course ^^ who doesn't ? ngeheee :D then then , tak belajar pon hari ni :DD but , kiteorang sume kene jadi budak jepun sementare -,- then , just jadi je la ^^

oh , btw , every year , sekolah aku akan dapat lawatan pelajar jepun :) so , the lucky students are , form 2 and form 5 :) kiteorang da dapat dah tahun lepas :D tak saba nak tunggu jadi form 5 ;p dapat budak jepun lagi XDD then , balik time !!!

but , stay back with kak Qila :) stay kat library cause kak Qila nak buat homework(s) , rajin kan dia ^^ tak macam aku -,- dan seperti biase , aku duduk kat dalam library tu , tido je la ;p then after a few minutes flew away , akak yang duty cakap "library nak tutup daaa" then , kiteorang pon kelua and , balik la !!

ingat nak balik ngan Nurina , but , macam lambat sangat , balik la dengan rombongan librarian yang duty hari ni ^^ and now , aku tengah syok menaip blog ni and aku terlupa yang malam ni aku ade kelas taekwondo yang memang aku sayang tu -,- duhh ! kalau tak nak pergi boleh tak ? nak pergi tuition T^T okay la , aku pon da macam malas nak taip lagi -,- 


p/s : sorry , post yang ni tak semenarik macam post yang lain sebab , entah la . macam tak de mood pulak -,- sorry :) a thousand apologizes from meeee :D




-Monday-
-28 Februari 2011-

my mood ?

thanks to akk Qila and 'my admire' for making my mood getting better from all of my probs :) too many probs in my head :') thats why i'm being like that >,< a BIG apologize from me to my cat , Tiger , what my sister and my brother called . but , for me , i called it Baengshin :) hekhek XDD

sorry cause shout at you , my cat , like "baik kau turun sekarang sebelum aku cocok mata kau !!" actually , that cat was on my lap :) hehehe . and to my sister , haha , padan muka ! she asked me about my dad's tools . so i answered it like "jangan la ! ayah da pasang benda tu la ! woi ! orang da cakap tak tau tu , tak tau la !!" heeeee^^'

shy shy because of my rudeness , maybe ? heeeeee :D now , da better daaaaa :DD thanks again ya ^^ love you so so so muchie :)


p/s : kesian and padan muka !! aku dah tak tau , lagi kau nak tanya macam macam -,- RIMAS !

-Sunday-

-27 February 2011-

when i'm bored :D

when i'm bored and nothing to do , i usually edit some pictures :) but , not so nice like yours laa :D just adjusted the lighting and double triple the pictures laa . well , i'm not a good picture editor :) i admit it !

caption : i love my eyes ^^

caption : i'm not cute like her . 

but , can you love me too ? :)

caption : pouting pouting :*

caption : shhh .. don't tell others that I LOVE YOU :)

well , actually , i've already edited many many pictures . not so many la . but the others , i'm not wearing tudung that time >,< hekhek :D so , i can't show it to you :) hope you understand about it :D thank you for visiting my blog :)

-Sunday-

-27 February 2011-

just don't be rude okay :)

i don't want to make any scenes . i just want to give some advices to you as a senior , maybe . just don't be too rude to others okay :) it not a nice thing being rude . well , if you hate someone , never ever mention her / his name on your blog ! like what i did :) i'm not asking you to copy me , but , you can put it as "someone" ? "a boy" ? "a girl" ? well , it's up to you :) i know that while you're reading this , you'll say , who am i to say anything about your life , right ? well , just don't mention others name okay :) when you need ONLY ! not like , "i hate (someone's name) because ....." if she / he was reading your blog , she / he will touched about it . seriously ! but , if you didn't mention the name , but if someone ask you "are you talking about me ?" well , if it's true , you just answer it straightly :) but , if not , just say NO and explain who you are talking about , but still don't mention the name ;) i know that you've already hate me and already deleted me from your life ;) so , i just say what i want :D just some advices . well , it's up to you if you want to keep it in your brain or not . i don't care . it's for your own sake :D not for me , but , for you :)

-Sunday-

-27 February 2011-

hekhek ^//^

he called me last night and i was like "kenapa dia call aku malam buta ni ?" then , gayut gayut , he said that he didn't sleepy yet ! and i just like -,- dah lah esok dia ada game volleyball *jealous* boleh pulak dia jadi guard . ish ish !

oh , btw , suke denga suare ^^ ngeeeeeeeeeee :DDD

-Sunday-

-27 February 2011-

you guysh jush shoo shuweeet ^^

hekhek :D seriously !! well , i just .. erm erm .. jealous XP *mati da* so cute la seeing you guys like that !! ahhhh ~ just imagine if i was like that with him *^^* awww :) hahaha :p 

aku paling suka part kau sarung hood , then dia tarik . alololo , shuweet la that moment ;p seriously !! no lies at all :) hohoh 

-Sunday-

-27 February 2011-

bile dah hyper -,-

well , actually , aku nak story mory dengan korang pasal benda lama 0,0 sorry , lambat kasi tahu anda anda yang tidak sabar untuk baca blog saya yang tak seberapa ini *perasan*

actually , mase hari Khamis , iaitu pada 24 februari 2011 , librarians semua kena kemas kemas library sebab cikgu cakap ade pelawat . then , kiteorng pon terpakse memakse diri ini ^^ tapi , asyik gelak tak henti henti je -,- 

then , da gelak gelak , hujan pulak turun . ah suda ! nak balik macam mane kan kan . da la balik jalan kaki !! then , makin lebat la hujan tu turun . dan kami sabar menunggu hujan tu berhenti . tapi , tak berhenti pon . jadi , kami semua mengambil keputusan untuk redah je hujan tu sebab da lambat sangat 'stuck' kat sekolah tu .

sampai kat satu tempat ni . aku da macam :O wow :O memang shock gila nak mati kot masa tu . guess what , it's BANJIR !!! sampai paras lutut pulak tu !! da redah tu , Hida boleh pulak kau main main kan -,- dah la air tu kotor ==' ish ish ish !!

then , 'sungai' kat situ telah naik paras nye sehingga , memang tinggi la !! *tak tau nak describe macam mane ;p shorrryyy~* Hida , sekali lagi menjadi teramat excited -,- kat jambatan tengok kiri and kanan . padehal , same je tau =.= dan aku ? haha , aku pon terikut ikut menjadi excited XDD 

macam budak budak XDDD lepas tu , aku pon cakap la ngn Hida yang da tak dapat nak kawal diri ni "yang kau excited ni kenape ? =.=" haha , best sangat ke dapat mandi hujan and redah banjir tu ? ^^ hekhek :D



p/s : minta maap dan ampun dari saya kerana post cerita lame ^^' line ni 'baik' sangat laa



-Sunday-
-27 February 2011-

afraid ? a bit , maybe . i don't know :/

so now , i'm gonna story-mory with you guys about our intervensi :) our teacher said , "if you didn't get an A's in this intervensi , it's okay . we just want to know which part that you low" and , i was like smiling and thinking about it again :)

in my own target , i think i can score all of it :) but then , i think just half only :( but , better don't think the negative :) so , to all candidates PMR and SPM , good luck and do our best *^^*

-Wednesday-

-23 February 2011-

i've got a wink *^^*

nyehehe :"> actually , aku ade minat kat sorang akak senior kat sekolah aku since 1st day aku masuk sekolah ^//^ *malu malu* and , yes , dia chinese :) fyi , aku ni memang pantang kalau nampak amoi amoi cina mata sepet tu . lagi lagi kalau dia cute >[]< eceh ;p so , sekarang dah 3 tahun lah aku setia minat kat dia :p

so , hari ni , hari Selasa kan , tadi lah . mase tu , aku and member kelas aku semua turun gerak ke kantin untuk mengembung kan perut kami yang kelaparan ini . time tu lah aku terserempak dengan amoi cina yang aku minat tu :"> 

setiap kali kiteorang terserempak , kiteorang hanya melemparkan satu senyuman yang amat teramat sungguh manis . eceh ;p haha XDD tapi kan , tadi , cuba korang teka dia lemparkan ape kat aku ? hehehe :p aku nampak dia , aku senyum je la kan macam biasa . tapi dia *wink wink* kat aku !! aku yang terkejut dan terkedu melihat aksi nya , aku pon cair kejap kat situ . haaaaaa ~ cute nye dia wey >//<


p/s : nanti aku pon nak *wink wink* kat dia jugak la . eceh ;p

-Tuesday/Wednesday-

-22 February 2011/23 February 2011-

INTERVENSI i 'love' you :)

well , here i come :) my mood getting better :) thanks to INTERVENSI -,- actually , before we start our 'lovely' test / exam , we'll sit in a group that we made it by ourselves :D hohoho ;p

by sitting in a group like that , we just kept talking and talking and laughing XDD haha , but , sometimes , we suddenly become quiet . because we also need to do some revisions :) not just kept laughing like crazy okay !

so , i love that moment :D really love it :) the moment that i'll never forget :)

okay , atas permintaan kawan aku yang aku sayang . eceh ;p aku ade tambah bende yang sepatutnye kat bawah tu ^^ sekain :) kalau nak tau masa , kat bawah tu kan da memang ada ^^

-Tuesday-

-22 February 2011-

SAB , sorry XP

bila aku da tak boleh nak tido , ini lah kerje part-time aku *senyumsambiltayanggigimacamkambingtakmandi* :DD kau tau kan kan kan . bende haram jadah yang aku tengah buat ni la , post post blog -,- nyeheheh XDD kesian dashboard kau kan kan kan . penuh dengan aku punye je :p ohohoh >o<

well , actually , hari ni , aku tak boleh tidoooo . aku pon tak tau la ape sebab reason sebenanyeeee . 

*yang ade huruf banyak kat belakang tu , korang kne panjang kan laaaa XDD*

okay , now , perot aku pon da start concert nyeee . dan mata aku yang dah tak berape nak jelas ni pon makin besar dan luas di buka -,- dan , jari jemari aku yang agak panjang terus menaip bende ape yang terlintas di kepala dan otak aku .

minta maaf kalau ayat aku macam haram jadah yang memang buat korang tak paham dari post post yang sebelom ni -,- maaf , saya tiada mood untuk ber'speaking' di blog saya untuk hari ini ^^' sekian . kalau kau nak kutuk , kau kutuk la . aku ucap kan ribuan terima kasih kerana sudi menyebut nyebut nama aku walaupon korang tak ikhlas -,- aku tau tu :p

paper last weyyy \m/

wooohooo !!! okay , gila -,- sorry ^^ kay , now , kan da pukul 3:23 am kan kan kan , klau korng bace bukan time yang sama tu , bukan la . masa korang yang sala ;p hohoho XDD okay , aku da start lagi -,-

so , konklukasi nye , *erk ? betol ke??* kami kami ini , pelajar comei comei dari tingkatanggggg 3 . alaaa , budak budak tak cukop umo dah ngaku besar tu , yang nak amik PMR tahun ni tu . tahu kan kan kan *keningkenings* actually , kiteorng ade INTERVENSI !!! padehal yang ni baru intervensi 1 tau . gelabah je minah ni -,- 

esok , paper last kiteorng ^^ huhu . tapi , masalah besar dia , esok SEJARAH and GEOGRAFI !!! urgh ! doa doa kan la kiteorng dapat jawab dengan mudah dan senang lagi tenang :) haha ,



p/s : asal ngn otak aku hari ni ? bm aku power kot -,- haha , tak de mood pulak nak post in english ;p nnti nnti je la , okay :D

lagi sekali

lagi sekali , wey , sorry sngt sngt sngt sngt !!!! takot kot bile kau cakap macam tu tadi :# seriously !! aku tak tau pulak yang post aku buat buat tu , memang same menggila ngan situation korng :L 

tak pe tak pe , kat sekolah kita settle kan okay :) hope kes ni tak panjang berjela-jela la eh ^^' *takot takot*


p/s : perot aku da buat concert ^^' and , actually masa yang kat bawah tu , betul punye :D and now , 3:20 am \m/

an open apologize from me , HEECHUL :)

post ini direka kerana saya , dengan nama yang lebih dikenali , heechul , akan membuat seperti tajuk yang tertera di atas :) yes , saya , disini hendak membuat an open apologize :) di sebabkan post saya yang lepas , yang bertajuk "dia adik kau la wey !!" , telah di salah anggap oleh sesetengah pihak ^^ so so so sorry . saya memang tak sangka yang post itu amat teramat sungguh sama dengan situation sesetengah pihak tersebut ^^' sebenarnye , post itu , saya memang tidak menceritakan tentang kalian :) harap kalian paham dan mengerti ^^ 

post itu berkait rapat tentang seorang pelajar tingkatan 3 yang telah dirahsiakan identitinya oleh saya , ade lebih dari 1 adik angkat dari tingkatan 2 . see , bukan pasal korang kan :) sekali lagi saya , heechul , membuat an open apologize ^^ dan berharap hubungan kalian akan kekal ^^ eceh ;p



p/s : sorry wey , seriously bukan pasal korng :S kau buat aku serba salah la wey :#
p/s : ayat yang aku taip ni , ape yang terlintas kat otak aku , actually XDD

this is my time :)

aha :D i've already SPAM your dashboard right ^^ hehe , well , time time tengah ade mood ni , memang best gila nak buat post baru kan ^^ dah taksub gila pulak da ;p da click "publish post" pastu click "new post" dan terus berulang XDD haha , lagi lagi kalau line dia macam *thumbs up!!* kan *senyumsambiltayanggigi* :DD

she's mine :D

i am so proud to say that to all people :) but then , she said no need because of something of course ;p haha , it's okay la :) i am seriously understand you ^^

well , i just wanna say , thank you for making my day almost everyday :) i think , everyday :') even when i'm became moody you really can make me cried just with your text :'D awww ;p ahah , thanks for that too :3 and , you don't have to felt guilty when i suddenly crying while text-ing with you :) that's my style . err , maybe

yea , sometimes , when i don't have any mood , i'll sent you just a very short text right . hehe :) sorry ^^' and , with that , you can know if i have no mood or sad :') 

for examples : i used to text with her everyday with a bit long text and some symbols like , :) , :D , XDD , -,- , :p , XP , :( , D: . so , when i don't have any mood , i'll just sent like , " oh, really ? " , " okay , then ? " , " oh , so ? " so short right >[]< sorry :)

thanks for loving me :) seriously i've cried when you said you don't love me anymore and you said you hate me :( but then , you said sorry :) and , that time , we didn't text for only 17 minutes !! haha XDD that means , we are meant to be together :'D eceh ;p


p/s : that special girl is , 'my admire' haha :) sorry , can't tell you guys what's her real name :3 i've promised to her not to tell her name to others :) because , we've already promised :'D

p/s : i love you so muchie :DDD you love me too ? i know you are ;p

ey ey ey !!

okay , this post , i'm gonna tell you about my new habit ? umm , maybe . yeah , maybe . so , now , i don't feel like to eat any foods :/ weird ?! really really weird ! because , i used to love food so much >,< hoho ;p 

ey ey ey ey , actually , i've already lose my weight because of this , my new habits :( before this , i've already lose 5 kg out of blue !! okay , then , my weight be normal again :) weeeeee :D 

but now , *sigh~* i've lose my weight again :( AGAIN !! but , no worries , not so many . just 4 or 5 kg i've lose . erk , is it the same thing ? hell yea -,- so ? do i have to force myself to eat ? but then , if i force , i'll just take a little :) nyeheheh ;p 

p/s : mood of eat also can be moody meh ? -,- i'm become more skinny :O

dia adik kau la wey !

dia still adik kau kan ? tapi , asal kau layan dia tak macam kau layan adik adik kau yang lain ? eh jap , kau ade berapa banyak adik eh ? ddeii ! tak paham betol la aku ! kesian kot tngok adik kau tu . kalau dulu bukan main kecoh satu blok cakap tu adik kau kan . tapi sekarang , kau tak layan dia pon . kau layan adik kau yang lain . abis tu , dia kau nak campak ke mana ? pastu , boleh pulak la kau nak manja-manja , bermesra-mesraan dengan adik kau yang lain depan dia ?!! kau ni tak ade hati dengan perot ke ? dia nampak wey . dia memang nampak ! tapi , kau tau ape dia buat ? dia buat buat tak nampak atau tak kenal kau . dia dah lah baik , tapi kau layan dia sampai macam tu . macam dia ade buat salah dekat kau . kang , kalau aku tetiba nak terjah kau tanye soalan macam ni , aku tau da ape kau nak jawab . mesti kau cakap aku ni sape nak cakap pasal ni kan ? aku just kesian kat dia wey :) aku kat sini bukan kerje nak maki hamun kau . itu bukan kerje aku ! ape orang cakap , ahh , aku disini hanye lah meluah kan segala perasaan aku :) hekhek :D



p/s : saje tak nak buat lebih dari satu perenggan sebab saje jugak nak bg korang malas baca yang ni *peace :)*

you don't get it ?

aiyyooo ~ i'm not your stalker la =,= i mean , I USUALLY VISIT YOUR BLOG JUST TO LISTEN THE SONGS :) get it now ? if you still don't get it , i don't know what to say  :/

stop killing me :'O

can you stop killing me for awhile ? i'm enough with it okay ! every year i have to suffer JUST BECAUSE OF YOU ! i've been suffering because of this since 2009 :'( and now ? it's already 2011 !! 

no ! i'm a strong girl ! i know i can be strong till i can't hold it anymore :') in the same time , i have to protect someone that are really important in my life :) i do this for other sake okay :D you've said to me if it's was for other people's sake , then , it's okay :)

she hate me !!

she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me ! she hate me !

haha , annoying tak ? ade sebab kenape aku buat macam ni la ==' aku rase dia memang da malas nak bukak blog aku ni kot ;p so , klau aku tulis 'she hate me !' bnyak bnyak kali kat atas , nnti kat dashboard yg kelua , ayat tu je la kan . and i hope she's not reading this :)

p/s : fake smiles take over my soul now !!

he treated me well without realized about it :'D

hey , thanks for cheer me up with your silliness 'love story' about you and my friend . thanks again :'D i really cheer up with that 'jokes' :') but , i think you really want that happen in your real life right *keningkenings* hekhek :D

so now , we're getting close you know :) and thats really make me happy >,< hehe ^//^ when i saw his name on 'online list' i will smile then start our conversation :p hehe . and now ? we're chatting la . sorry busy ^^

meluahkan perasaan anda ^^'

makin lama kan , makin bosan aku 'duduk melepak' kat facebook tu . aku pon tak tau la sebab yang benar lagi tepat ape ?! jangan tanye aku kenapa kalau tengok status aku tak di ubah ubah untuk seketika ;p tu pon ikot mood aku la , kalau aku rase da berkurun aku punye status tu , baru la aku tuka ^^ okay ? haha -,-

tak faham ? you think i care ?!! lololololo >o< 

p/s : ignore the second one , when i be too hyper or almost sad , i'll be like this ^^ hope you get it *wink*

eh , lupe . sorry -.-'

bukan nye lupe ape pon . just lupa nak say hi balik bloggie ni . da lame aku tak bukak , post pon da jarang kan ^^' 


p/s : eh , lupe la . sorry >[]<

time for be an honest girl ?

kay , firstly aku nak say sorry coz actually aku tak de mood sekarang ni . so , klau ttibe cerita aku terpesong tu , sorry eh ^^'

to rachel , hey girl ^^ i just wanna be honest with you kay :) i was your stalker ;p what i mean by your stalker is , i usually do visit your blog coz i want to hear the songs :) sorry for being your stalker , hekhek :D i've enjoyed listening your songs :) friend ? hekhek :'D

to 'my admire' , don't worry la , it's not your fault . how can a girl like you made a mistake that can make me sad and cry for no reason right ? it just , my style , maybe ? hehe , just don't worry la okay :) keep smiling :) i love seeing you smiling or laughing because i can see your TARING clearly !! XDD

to something that really special and important , my feelings . why did you become like this ? the way that i don't like :'( please please stop this feelings now ! i can't stand it anymore D: and this earlier you make me cried for no reason !! the fcuk D;

???

the reason why my title like that is because , actually , i wanna put the title as " i'm sorry " but have you realize that i've already post with title like , " i'm sorry " , " sorry " , and so on . all about forgiveness right .

because , now a days , i've always made mistakes and hurt other peoples feelings :( so , thats the reason why i always said "I'M SORRY , PLEASE FORGIVE ME" or , "I HOPE YOU CAN ACCEPT MY FORGIVENESS" 

i know you must be boring about it right , keep asking a forgiveness even you were like keep ignoring me . well , what can i do is just saying that words :( and , i don't have an ability to calm down your madness :( thats the big problems in my life D: why i can't do that ?

i'm sorry , i'm sorry , i'm sorry

i'm sorry , i'm sorry , i'm sorry , i'm sorry , i'm sorry , i'm sorry , i'm sorry , i'm sorry , i'm sorry , i'm sorry , i'm sorry , i'm sorry , accept my forgiveness pleaseeeee :D

now , i'm not in moody , but my mood just like "mendung" only sometimes i laugh like hell XDD but , sometimes also i moody like hell !! why like "HELL" ?? because I'MFCUKINGSTUCKWITHTHATWORDINMYHEAD!!!!! uiljfdnklsiomc nkfcljmvkfcdjk !!!!!! urgh ! if this lap top is mine , i think the keyboard must be "JAHANAM" !!!

hell yeah ! sorry to all my readers beybeh ! my english was so "O M G!!!" SO TERUK RIGHT ._. WELL , YOU CARE ABOUT ME ? my my , i love you too :D sorry , otak tak centre lagi XDD

bye !

bye ! dah tak nak post pape kat blog ni >:( bile aku rasa aku nak je aku post . kau tak nak caye ape aku cakap ni , ade aku kesah ? kalau kau rajin kau bukak la page aku ni lagi . ape yg kau tengok , post yang sama je , sebab aku tak de mood nak ngadap laptop ni .


p/s : aku ade prob actually , so , sorry

will you ?

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i'm a bad senior to you

i'm sorry . just wish you'll accept my forgiveness :( i shouldn't post that stupid things :'( again , i'm so sorry . i've already delete it even i know it's already late . i'm too late to delete it D: what kind of person of me ?!! why am i too %$#@& ?!!


p/s : sorry , i'm  not in mood anymore , thats why i didn't make this post colorful . i know it's bored

"i'm new here" :DDDD

well , aku ni budak baru kat kelab "maths and science" . mcm orang laen la jugak , alasan aku tuka kelab aku , ekot kawan . because , kawan is everything !!! hahaa XDD

actually , tadi , kiteorang buat aktiviti "Maths Magic" !! awesome gile wey !! and and , i'm the winner XDD haha , mane tak nye , lawan ngn budak form 1 , aku ni pulak form 3 >,< ngehehe :DD

ckgu , please , nak main lagi game ni :3

spend your times with the persons you love :D

well , hell yeah ! thats really true ! and , i agreed with this entry :) that times will be so so so meaningful for us , right ^^ and , actually , i just spent my times with my mom and my sister ^^ ladies time XDD

we just keep talking and laughing ^^ thats what i love about my mom :D she is really care about her children :) and , her children is , us :DDD

so , our topics with my mom is , about my friend , Raje ^^ see , till my friend also my mom know . actually , Raje is my long term friendship ^^ haha , why ? because , since we're a little kid , we've already be a room mate . what i mean by room mate is , we used the same babysitter ^^

and , now , we're still in a relationship known as FRIEND :D

i'm very good in acting :)

you know what kind of acting ? keep putting my mask on my face . and , it's really a big success :') but , some of them realize it and said "eh , are you sad now?" but then , i have to answer no because i just don't want they worried about me :D 

everytime you're having your sweet dream , meanwhile , i'm having the worst dream :'( thanks a lot ! it's really fair . and now , the time has come . so now , let me be the one who always hurt and being leaved or ignored by other people . i know , i deserve it so much !

okay , bye for now . you'll never know what happen to me . because , i don't think i wanna post anything after the school start again . but , maybe :') well , who knows :) oh s*** ! i hate being emo like this D:< once i become like this , i will be like this for a long time D:

since i have it , i really love it :DD

the title ? well , sorry , my brains's doesn't want to think so hard . haaa ~ sorry again , aku dah mula nak mengarut ni . so , kepada sesiapa yang tak suka dengar aku punye cerita yang mengarut lagi tak masuk akal ni , tutup mata :) paling senang , terus tutup page ni . haha -,-

so , untuk yang ni , aku akan guna kan 98 % bahasa melayu . yang lagi 2 % tu ape ? english la -,- kan aku dah kate , aku nak mengarut sekarang ni ==' bila aku dah mula mengarut , korang yang tengah baca ni tak kan faham apa yang aku cuba sampai kan . sebab aku tengah mengarut XDD

bosan ? ingat aku kesah ? salah korang la . siapa suruh korang buka aku punya page ni . hais , pengenalan je dah sampai 2 perenggan . tapi , kalau tengah periksa tu , haram jadah betol -,- nak mula kan ayat pon tak tahu >,<

aku pon dah tak boleh nak fikir kan sambungan cerita mengarut aku ni apa . so , sampai disini je la tukang mengarut full time nak mengarut >.<

selamat tinggal , jumpa lagi , bye , adios , annyeongikaesayo , amigos ? lagi apa ? mana lah aku tahu . aku ni bukan nye kerja jadi translator tu . kan aku da cakap tadi yang aku ni "TUKANG MENGARUT FULL TIME" full time okay . tak de masa nak cari kerja lain XD

sorry , juniors :p

i know you must don't like it , aren't you ? calling and sent you message around 3-4 am , while you guys busy with your dream >,< 


again , i'm sorry :) i hope you can accept my forgiveness :D

i don't care :p

seriously i don't even care if my phone credits all gone because of you :) because texting with you make me feel happy and i never realize that my credits already in critical zone >[]< hehehe . 

but i care if i'm texting with you then i didn't realize that my battery's phone is getting lower and lower and *BLACKOUT* all in sudden while typing and almost click on the 'send' button =.= urgh ! to my phone , thanks a lot !

that means .. you know what the meaning of it ? my parents have to buy me a new phone !! haha , kidding again . you know , i love to make a joke . but , sometimes , i am very serious in what i'm saying :) thats me :D

i miss my master already T^T i'm a very childish butler . but , i'm such a loyal butler ^^ *note for my master* well , wish you have a very nice in resting yourself :) your lovely butler can't accompany you :( sorry , my lord .



p/s : i just wish that your house is around the corner :( or , just beside my house . so that , i can overnight at your house , right ^^ seeee :D how clever is your butler . you're so lucky having me as your butler :)

i'm a bad person , sorry :'(

I never meant to hurt you , not once , but I did so many times . I have the ability to hurt everyone I care about . I'm so sorry :(

the sambungan :D

so , we watched a horror movie , and , i was like kept hiding my face using a pillow >,< it's scary you know !! that horror movie finish about 12 am . so , at 11 pm something , my sister quickly took the remote and changed the channel :)

so , we watched till 4 am , maybe . because at 3 am something i still didn't slept yet . and lastly , my sister off the television and go to dream land ^^

if you sleep too late , you will get up too late too :) agree ? good then . hehe :) so , i woke up around 1-2 pm something , then , i got "something" special from elders at my village .  you know what is it ? of course i'm being scolded T^T pity me :( no pity ? NO !! you have to ! haha , kidding meh :p cause i know no ones will feel pity for me .

so , as usual , I DO LOVE MY VILLAGE !! because , village is village . not like city . sooo loud >:( so , we go back to our house at 6pm something . 



p/s : sorry readers . i just feel like i don't have mood to write about what happen at my village . but , no worries , i will pay it at the next post okay :)

tired of happiness :D

it's on 2nd and 3rd February :) as usual , my family and my uncle's family went to holiday at Bukit Merah Laketown ^^ at Taiping , Perak . our destination took about 4-5 hours . so , we're in the car just SLEPT @_@ hehe ;p

as we arrived there , we take a rest because of the long long destination . then , while we're sleeping , the kids woke up already and begging their parents to go swimming ^^' then , that night , we're having our dinner :D then , go to sleep .

the next day , after all of us get up and prayed for Subuh , we go to sleep again XDD but then , my mom "on" her loud speaker -,- sorry for calling you that >[]< all of us get up in shock ! hehe ^^' so , we're get ready to jump into the pool !! hooyeah XDD

so , we 'kemas' all things and while my parents go to reception to check-out , my uncle's family , my sisters , my lil bro and i already having fun XDD but then , we need to line up because that staffs wanna check what we bring along to get inside the "Pool Zone" after that , *SPLASH!!*

the times were fly fly away so fast till didn't realize already 4 pm . so , we changed our clothes and go back ^^ but , not going back to our home , but , our village :) we arrived at our village almost 11 pm something . sooo late right :/ sorry opah , sorry atok :)



p/s : about the things happen at my village , i will continue on the next post :)

here we go beybeh XDD

seperti yang telah dijanjikan oleh anak yang tak seberapa nak manja ini , akan ku tunaikan janjinya :) *okay , aku da mula nak mengarut -,-


here we go :) a love and sweet story about me and Yoseop :D oh , we're a couple :)

we were sitting in the field , in a hut together . but , at that time , i was sulking with him . and , sorry , i can't remember why i sulked with him ^^' so , i sit a bit far from him at his back . then , he suddenly staring at the sky . his reaction made me so curios why did he stared at the sky :/

so , i start to move closer and closer to see what the thingy that made he stare the sky . he noticed me and turn back and look at me . i just look down . then , he hold my hand and smile . he pull me to sit in front of him .

yoseop : look at the sky
me : uhhh ?why ? =.=
yoseop : just look laaaa ^w^
me : *look at the sky* whoah :O what was that ?
yoseop : it's moon :)
me : moon ? in the afternoon ?
yoseop : hahaha ! how would i know about it
me : then , you said it's a moon
yoseop : look at the moon carefully 
me : whoah :O the moon is grey ?
yoseop : yeap !
me : but , why ?
yoseop : it's a special moon , for you , my dear :)

he start to hug me from back and lean his head on my shoulder :) while he hug me , he pull me to close with him . he intertwining our fingers together , look at me and give me a comfortable smiles :) he suddenly lean and asked me to lean beside him . so , i just do it >//<



p/s : awww ^w^ so sweet la this dream . thanks god , this dream will be a scenario in my story ;)
p/s : other peoples said if we dream about someone , that someone maybe miss us ;)

just be honest , okay ? :DDD

well well , haaaaaaaa !!!*scream* i got another sweet dream ^^ seriously i love it ! so , this is the 2nd time i got the sweetest dream ever >[]< 

the first lucky guy who is be my partner or couple is ofcourse la my Jjong !!! and , i still remember what did he said to me :) so , congratulation Jjong oppa :) you're the first lucky guy in my dream . thanks for making me smile for no reason XDD

and , the second one issss , aha ! my Yoseop >[]< we're so sweet together , you know :DD i love this dream too :) well , i think i'm gonna write the dialog la , i just way toooooo lazy to make like a story ;p okay , here we go , in the next post ;p hahaha .



p/s : meet ya at the next post okay ^^

thanks for putting a smile on my face again :)

thanks again guys :D you guys really make my day today ^^ thanks again and again and again guys . i just don't know how to mention about it ^^ you guys keep making me smiles and laughing :D 

Haziq , why you keep mention her name ? i know la you miss her already >.< jkjk okay :D
Master , you know what , seriously i keep on laughing that time when we suddenly turn into Ciel and Sebastian :D

well , for today , i love chatting with them :D but , not for today only okay !