him :')

hey ya !! it's me again , your writer , heechul :)

*clear throat* we make this blogger to share stories with people right :DD same goes to me , hahah

well well well , it's like ... i just ... urgh !! *take a deep breath* i think , i just want to stop being a shady girl #_# i start to become like this since i knew that he like a girl that not too loud or in silent mood . so , i was the girl who love to lough everytime cause i hate to being a sad girl , i mean a girl that always in silent mood like can't talk a bit .

T^T it's really hard to forget him just like that ! i just , don't wanna be a weak girl since all of my friends know that i was not like that , for them , i'm a girl who love to make people smile when they're around me . but , i think not for this time my lovely friends :'D yes , i've force myself to smile in front of you guys even i was in problems .

i don't know why ! i don't even know why i feel like wanna *in low tones* give up waiting for him , i hate being like this , you should know why i've change myself just because of you ! i tried to be nice , not too loud , everything ! then , i just realize that , why i must become like this since you're now not reply what did i sent to you even you're online .

hmmm ;'( if you've change your mind , come and see me ok ! well , if you're asking me to be yours , why not ?! :'D