ALERT : this is a BITCHY post ;)

even it is a bitchy post , it still my blog that i can wrote anything i want and no one can say to me i can't :) well , just wanna express some feeling ;p honestly , i have a crush and i am missing him right now :( but , on the same time , i feel something about my friend and yeah , he's a boy of course xD and , oh , btw one of my dream just came true and i'm so happy plus excited :D

weeeeeeell , my dream was .. it just a simple wish , i wish he'll put his arm around me :) that dream or wish came true :DDDDDD i assume it as a hug xDD well , not a hug actually . the reason why'd he put his arm around me is actually one of our practice :/ yeah , Taekwondo :| can you feel what i felt ?!! when sir , i mean the 'jurulatih' asked me to be his partner for the *one-step-sparring . and , when it's my turn to attacked , he's the one will defended for himself . and you know , it was counted as skinship xDDD so , when i punched , he block and pushed my hand . oh , btw , sir asked us to do it step by step . and when he pushed my hand , well , he not pushed , just blocked . hehe . but , the most part i like is when he put his arm around me :) not around my waist , but around my neck . it's Taekwondo right ;) so , as he put his arm around me , he was so close to me xDD and guess what , sir was going to check one by one and we just stay still the posed till sir counted the next step . heheh , i'm so bitchy and i knew it ! wheee ~ ayat sape tuuuu xD and , he's going to throw me on the ground :( well , it just one of the step actually xD sounds so real ;p and , for the safety , he put his other hand at the back of my head and for the last step , he PUNCHED me on the face ! the same thing i'll say , it just one of the step . all of us must know how to control when we punch our partner in the class :)


*one-step-sparring means , there's two person face each other and one of them will punch the other one . and the other one will do the steps to defend him/herself :)

and , when it's my turn to defend myself while he's the one who attacked , one thing i whisper to him . "kau ni tinggi sangat lah" while i stood on the front of my foot and he lowered himself xD oh , that time were where i have to put my arm around his neck . and seriously , he's so tall -,- and i'm so envious ==' what did he ate till he can be that tall ?! hahaha xD and i realized something :) for that class , at first i was planning not to smile so much since i don't have any mood :'D but then , it's not only i smiled , but i laughed so much !! thanks for the fun , boy ♥




-Monday-
-31 October 2011-