THIS GIRL :'D

i just wanna share some story with other about this girl :) i know her since i met her . i met her when i'm looking myself in the mirror :D *doesn't that heard scary ? =='

HAHA ! sometimes , when she think about someone that she love , she will be a nice girl , so , anyone around her will keep smiling for what she always did :D

sometimes , when she in mad , she never think about anything . her mind was empty ! she never care about the person that she love . she will do anything till her heart say stop , or till a part of her body get very pain or injurt .

when she not feeling very well , she will keep laying till her brain say "you're well already ! stop , laying on the bed like a lazy people" so , she will get up , and ACT like she already feel well , even she is not . and , she will be sick again when she OVERREACT !

she is NOT the real "heechul/jiha" ! like what you know her , she always put a smile on her face , laughing ,  never being sad , doesn't have a weak heart , good in making other people smile and laugh again , sometimes being a childish , and many many many more .

but , actually , the real "heechul/jiha" is , she never want to smile like that , she did because she don't want other people worried about her . she will make the real laugh when she with her friends , she laugh when her heart broke by someone that she love . only her friends can make her laugh like hell . she hate to admit it in front of her friends , so , when her crush stop approaching her , she will say "ohh , maybe he was too busy to approach me . thats not a big deal !" but inside "yeah , i know . he must being taken again :'(" so , she will laugh everytime someone reminder her about her crush . she always wanted to cry , but doesn't want make other people think she is a weak girl . what people know about she was , she is a strong girl , strong like a man , somehow . so , she will hold the tears till the she can't hold it anymore . she is really good in making people smile and laugh again . with her stupid idea , she know that other people will laugh after hear what she say . she will acting like childish when she think "why am i being a stupid teenager ?! being a kid is better than a teenager"

only her stupid habit , stupid idea can make her friends laugh . but , for her , "dude ! thats not funny , why you guys keep laughing on me ?" instead , she will laugh together with her friends .

she always said that she is a strong girl , she can do anything , but for sure , she can't do EVERYTHING ! she actually have a weak heart that can easily cry when see-ing other people is crying . even , she was nothing to do with what happen to that peoples .

WARNING : PLEASE DON'T EVER CRY IN FRONT OF HER , SERIOUSLY , SHE CAN CRY TOGETHER WITH YOU !!!

she hate other people , she hate her friends , she hate who ever she loves , she hate everything . because , without other people , without her friends , without who ever she loves , she is just a useless girl , just a lonely girl , just a person that never felt how being loved with someone .


p/s : I HATE YOU ! :'D