why ? why me ?!!

why you choose me ? there is still got many many girls outside there that better than me !! 

please don't ever say you love me , because , i will never say i love you too !! i'm not ready enough to say i'm in love with you . please ..

i know that my heart like a boy that love a girl with all of his heart . and sometimes , my heart can be like a girl . and , please stop making my heart like this ! 

and now , i'm taken ! im taken for a long years ago with a girl . you must not believe me , keep reading , you stalker ! haha , jokking :D ok, being serious again , i'm in love with that girl with all of my heart , and i know she love me too :') we always together , even , we were willing to do anything for each other :'D i miss that girl so so much !! and she miss me too .

and , we never had a fight !! even , we always say many many bad words to each other , we never get mad to each other , instead , we were laughing like hell :'DDD

i know her heart , and she also know my heart . and i will always loafing with her at her room :D and i still remember our happiest day , even , that was happening years ago :') 

now , we still contact each other !! finally , i found you . HAHA !! and , she offered me to change school . she asked me to go the school together with her like when we were a kid :'D


p/s : i miss you like hell you know :'D
p/s : like what i said , you never know the real of me :')